thats what i keep telling myself, over & over again.
everything will be ok.
hah but look what happened, everything proved me wrong.
everything wasn't going to be ok, it wasn't even ok in the first place.

like what chun & i were talking abt when we walked out of sch today,
i really regretted it, i shouldn't even have in the first place.
what a stupid decision i'd made,
i can't believe i used to have so much faith in -.
how much i actually loved -, how much i always looked forward to -.
but since the year started, everything just hasn't been going really well.
or more exactly, everything has been going really wrong.

one stupid message just ruined my plans on monday, how awesome.
you dont know how much i hate it.
you told me to go cause it's more important, but im losing hope.
i see no point in going for such activities anymore,
it's just a fcking waste of my time.

if you know what im talking about, and you're going to try your luck,
going try talking to me or something.
tell you what, FORGET IT.
just shut up and go away.
i really dont appreciate Bs talking to me about something which i've already given up on :>

i dont care what you're to say/think about me,
hate me for whatever you want, I DONT CARE :>
but im still going to say it right to your faces.
I HATE YOU.